I am 35. I don’t like the way I look. I originally lost over 35lbs by diet and excercise. I slowly gained most of it back. But seriously, you gain a lot faster then you lose. January is a waste of a month. I can start the dieting but I am going away for 2 weeks and won’t have access to “correct” foods. I wil do the best I can, salads and healthy choices, and if possible, will start working out then but I am going for training and have to keep an 85 average on the tests to keep my job (don’t ask) so I don’t know how much free time I will have. When I come back, I am joining the gym. It’s across the street from my apartment. I can see if from my window (ok, not really, but it’s blocked by trees, I can see the grocery store next to it, though) I know they have classes I like and good equipment. I hope NO, I will join for a month, make sure I can do everything and then join for 3 months and then the one year. Why not join for one year to start, Well, I do plan on moving w/in the next couple of months and I know I won’t be in the area.
Anyway, I just want to be happy again. I am hoping that if I am happy with myself, it will lead to other things. Like meeting the right guy. I know I don’t have to be thin to be happy. But I also know if you aren’t happy with yourself, emotionally and physically, why should others be happy with you.