We can thank Uncle Sam for my questionable mood, so it’s his fault that I sat down today and made a list of everything that’s wrong with me. Yes, I can be morose sometimes. But it helps.

10 Things I Hate About Me

1. Chronic pain due to Fibromyalgia, Myofascial Pain Syndrome, and spinal/hip arthritis. I’ve spent the last 9 years in some degree of pain for one reason or another. But that’s not as bad as some people with FMS and the like (I know there’s at least one other FMSer here!), so I can’t complain tooooo much.

2. Had a pituitary tumor, which is technically a brain tumor, and thusly proof that I have a brain. But it really screwed up my hormones.

I didn’t have trouble with my weight loss efforts today.  I did fine other than not having enough water and probably not eating as much as I should have.  I know, weird–not eating!?

The day sucked because I had the worst blow out with a couple of my family members (extended family members) and I spent most of the morning and part of the afternoon crying.  Why is it that the people we love the most always hurt us the most?  I now have a terrible crying headache and I have done damage to my eyes in that they seem to be permanently swollen and bloodshot.   The worst part is that I have given up part of my life and my sanity for this person and have gotten nothing but pooped on for it now.  I think that I am a reasonably good person, who tries to help people out when I can, but apparently to these two people I am a self-serving bi%$#.  Who knew?

I feel good about the day we’ve had again, despite the fact that my in-laws took us out for Chinese buffet for supper, as a belated birthday dinner for my hubby.  One can hardly say no to that!   We planned for it, however, and had a late morning breakfast of 1-egg omelets with one slice of WW toast, and didn’t eat again until about 6:30.  I filled my plate at the buffet and didn’t return for seconds, despite the fact that it was all-you-can-eat.  I had bits of everything and didn’t feel “cheated” at all.  Hubby did have seconds, but hey, it was for *his* birthday, after all.   And we both passed on dessert.  I still haven’t got my water intake up to what it should be, but I’m working on it!

Lazy Daisy is back in the building and has finally had a break through. Yes, I said a “break through” not a “break down”!

My last post was after attending a weight watchers meeting in my small rural community and meeting “Miss Chirpy” the life coach, cheerleader and all-round perky-person lecturer.

My attempt at humor was to mask how bad I felt at being so far out of control in my eating habits and having allowed myself to become the resident fat person of the community.

Friday was horrible in that I didn’t know what to eat and was almost afraid to eat at all.

Saturday and Sunday we had planned to go home to Virginia Beach to see my mom for her birthday . Going home is always an eating extravaganza...My wonderful mom believes in the Dough Boy philosophy of “Nothing says lovin like something from the oven. ”

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and so far……(fingers, toes, legs, eyes, hair & quite possibly spine!:winking: all crossed) i’ve stuck with it.  i’ve walked 3 laps around my whole complex every night & am trying to keep well below my 1500 calorie program.  i have, however, not done any yoga…..as i am in the process of de-throning christmas decorations….and the house looks like a bomb went off.  lol!!

i went to tar-jay & bought myself 2 boxes of “Special K” and 3 boxes of their bars too.  i also (GOD FORBID!) bought skim milk.  and surprisingly……coca cola zero doesn’t taste bad! :good:  so, my kitchen is now stocked with tons of low carb stuff.  i’m going to try that special k challenge…..2 bowls a day + one meal + 2 weeks = -6 lbs.  so we’ll see.  lol!!

and more – the exact figure right now is 11,495 and its all because we went for a walk around that park that I mentioned we were supposed to go to the other day! We didn’t even get half way around because we got there at 3pm and the gates close at 4pm, and according to my dad it takes a lot longer than that to go around the whole thing. Teagan was walking and being that she is only 2 and a bit the pace wasn’t all that but who cares – I wasn’t sitting on my butt at my parents house stuffing biscuits and drinking tea – I was out getting exercise! Wait think I have a pic of Teagan someplace on here….lets see….